Wednesday, 29 December 2010

Have you ever?

Heeey. So I just wanted to have some fun today and so I thought I'd answer some "have you ever" questions here on my blog (;
Here it goes:
Have you ever climbed to the highest point in your country of birth?
Uhm.. I'm not sure I might have, but if I have then I wasn't aware of it :D
Have you ever lived overseas for more than 1 year?
No I haven't :(
Have you ever sung karaoke?
Yes, it was horrible but fortunately the only person who was there was my boyfriend at that time, I sang two lines and then I shutted up.
Have you ever been without a shower for more than 2 weeks?
When I was a child I think.
Do you have both a brother and a sister?
Yes I do :)
Have you ever ridden a horse?
Yes I love horses and riding, but when I haven't been riding for a long time the way that the horses spine moves freaks me out xD
Have you ever eaten frogs' legs?
Can you speak 3 or more languages?
Uhmmm... Kind of, yes. (English, Danish, German and learning Spanish)
Have you ever been in love with someone who was vegetarian?
Have you swum in 3 or more different oceans?
Uhmm.. I don't think so :s
Have you ever flown an aeroplane?
Like a regular air plane? Yes I have on my travels to Poland and England. Going to NY in 8 months.
Have you broken 3 or more bones in your body?
Nope. I've ones broken my nose >.<''
Have you done volunteer work sometime in the last month?
Not in the last month no. Unless you count babysitting in :)
Have you ever free-climbed a tree or rockface more than 10 meters vertically?
God noooo!
Have you ever had a close relative who lived to over 100?
Have you ever cooked a meal by yourself for more than 20 people?
Have you ever kept a budgerigar as a pet?
Have you ever been parachuting or done a bungee jump?
Noooo! I'm scared of heights and easily frightened.
Have you ever seen a polar bear?

If you count the polar bear skull thats hanging in my dad's office yes, but if not then no :)

xoxo Elk

Monday, 27 December 2010

All alone

Some might have known, some might have not but I have had a boyfriend for almost 2 years. A couple of days ago, I broke up with him and I have today officially been single for ten days.
When I broke up I didn't cry, and I wasn't really sad. Nor was I relived, to be honest I didn't feel a great deal. Now, I don't know if I'm sad or not. I guess I should feel free. It feels really odd when I tell myself "single". I'm single, that's so odd! I've never really been single. Well of course I've been single, but from I was 13 and until now I've actually not really been single. I had a boyfriend for almost a year and then when we broke up I had another boyfriend the day after and I've had him for until 10 days ago. That's not much single time.

So now I can't figure out whether I'm sad or not. When I think abou being SINGLE like that it feels like a really heavy burden. But then I think about how I am as a person, I'm very independent and I know how to deal with life on my own, I've never felt like I could just load off my burdens on someone else's shoulders so, is it really so different? The break up with my 1st boyfriend was really incredibly hard because we shared everything. We were like one person and we practically lived together, it changed my entire world when we broke up and I felt like I had lost a bit of myself when we broke up. Only a few weeks into my new relationship, I actually regretted breaking up with my old boyfriend. Not that I didn't love my new boyfriend, I just wasn't ready.

I'm very weird when it comes to something I own or have. For instanse I always keep my clothes way to long than I should so it gets full of holes and so on. I have a chair in my room that's 1/2 parts duct tape because I just can't throw it out, I keep nail polishes and mascaras that are way overdue and good for nothing. And like with that, I stayed in a relationship that I just wasn't made to be in for way too long.

Now I just don't really know how to act. How to be single, hehe. :) I know it sounds terribly ironic but - it's the truth. Should I dress up fancy everyday and act all flirty or should I barricade under a manly attitude and make the men come to me? Should I just not care and do whatever I feel in the moment? Until I figure that out, I'll just be me. Alone, I guess I just don't feel so alone. I have great friends, in Italy, Denmark, England and so on. I feel.. ?

- Elk
P.s. check out my new blog, it's a The Sims 3 legacy challenge blog if your into all that jazz :)

Wednesday, 8 December 2010

Good mornin'

Soooo. This morning I was planning on going to breakfast at 7am, but I was kind of lazy and snoozed until 7:30am, and just when I was on my way I heard my friend go into the bathroom. Fine I thought, I'll just snooze for another 10 minuets. Instead my roomie spend 20 minuets in the bathroom, and I couldn't get dressed or anything because I had to pee like crazy. When she'd finally left the bathroom, I rushed out there and did my business and washed my face. Then I went into my room, and I had just gotten my clothes on when my roomie knocked on my door and asked if we should go. I said no, in a bitter tone, I wasn't done, she asked if she should wait for 5 minuets. I told her no, it would take longer. She then left and I got done and ready to go to breakfast. On my way I passed two of my friends, they were all morning fresh and all like "Goodmorniiiing" in that I'm-more-fresh-than-you-haha. The first one I just said morning too, the other one I said goodmorning, but really wanted to stop and explain her why I came now and not earlier.

So, I get to breakfast and my two friends are still there so I'm really ready for having a really nice and relaxed breakfast. I went up to the buffet, got my food and sat down next to them, THEN THEY FREEAKING LEAVE! Geeeez it just pissed me off! Oh well..

I have classes 'till 4pm I hate it.. And also I have a book review that I'm just so stuck on and the deadline is today. No time, luckily. Oh well, bye byye.

xoxo Elk

Tuesday, 7 December 2010

Love it when it's over

Hiaa. So I might be changeing class after the holiday and now I feel something happening.
I'm quite satfisfied with the class I am in at the momment, but I'm not friends with everybody.